THE STORY SO FAR
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i just don't understand my mum. all she expect from me is good grades, good grades, and more good grades. she's only happy when i pass with extremely high marks. for example, "70 only? why isn't it 80?" wth luh.. that is the highest that i can go already, she still expects more from me. she will never appreciate what grades i have. she always expects MORE. and never once was i ever praised by her for passing. not even an encouragement to do better. it's always my dad who gave me the encouragement to do better the next time. maybe my mum was a nerd last time, where she only studies for good grades, and that her mum (which is my grandmother) never ever praised her or whatsoever. so she's following what her mum did last time. i don't know. why am i posting about this now is because she just made me upset by saying "why can't you do better? why are you always at the border line?" well mum, if you ever read this (i doubt you will), I TRIED MY BEST.
it really hurts when someone discourages you
9:15 PM to be continued
